Friday, December 3, 2010

What's My Sexy?

sexy [ˈsɛksɪ]
adj 1. provoking or intended to provoke sexual interest a sexy dress a sexy book
2. feeling sexual interest; aroused 3. interesting, exciting, or trendy

When I was thirteen I had a big head on a freakishly small body. I had just gotten my braces and was still wearing bifocals on my glasses (luckily they were the invisibly lined pair). My hair never obeyed my commands and did I mention I had a really big head? Feel free to laugh at any point. I do.

Well the summer before school came back in session I was determined to change all that. I wanted to be like those girls in the movies that came back from summer and all of a sudden had double D's and couldn't fit her gym shorts. When the first day of school came around and that didn't happen I was very disappointed in my still tween body.

Now, I'm not claiming anything unique because I pretty sure every woman went through that at some point. Every woman, and even guys, wants to look in the mirror and feel like she is Sexy (with a capital S). Our idea of what sexy is so influenced by the media and celebrities that its almost impossible to ever think of ourselves that way. But being sexy is all about just that-thinking. Its a simple shift of mind set to truly love oneself. I'm not talking conceit. I mean love, appreciation, indulging, and unconditional love. Whether its your perfect nose, or favorite shoes if you think sexy, you feel sexy, and all of a sudden are sexy.


SEXY adj dangerously intriguing quality that captures desirous encounters with the seven sins; or paint splattered noun a frame of mind that includes pride and self confidence verb embracing of ones flaws


Sunday, October 3, 2010

Trying to become

Most people spend a lifetime trying to become somerthing you already are.
"You were created in perfection,
You are beautiful in your own way
You have been given talents and gifts by which to succeed
There has never been a better you
& there will never be a better you"
God loves you just the way you are.
And so do I.

Thursday, July 1, 2010

I can Right

So it has always been hilarious to me, and those that know me, that my ability to write stories is accompanied by a terrible tendency to misspell words. A lot of them. Not to mention I make words up (sometimes they end up being a real word, other times not) So I started keeping a list so that you can entertain yourselves with my inefficiencies.

  1. reffered
  2. stereyotype
  3. entrepnuer
  4. tommorow
  5. restaraunt
  6. oportunity
  7. oppinion
  8. origional
  9. receipe
  10. reciept
  11. beginning
  12. comming
  13. phoneix
  14. fource
  15. definitely
To name a few of the common ones. Well I must sleep for now. Commercial shoot tommorow. Be blessed.

Thursday, June 10, 2010

Extra Noise

Ok so for the past few days I've been on a commercial shoot. I'm one of the leads and there are like 17 different scenes to shoot. In each scene we have to use new extras to fill the space and give myself people to interact with. Its been a blast but I can't help but laugh every time we get the new extras. Some of them know each other, or think they do, and most are completely green. They are so green I think the hulk would be jealous. But the way they medicate this is by boasting about all thier film shoots and extra jobs. "Oh yeah so have you done any film work before?" said he. "Yeah I just got off of a shoot last week for XYZXYZ" said she. "That's nice. I did an campaign for ABCABC to weeks ago. I got paid a lot" said he. It was great. I got a lot of close ups." Its hilarious. Every single one of them tries way to hard to be themselves--if that's humanly possible. What' funny is the crew was having a hard time with them. It's not what you did babe, its what you do. You feel me? Ha. Any way Time to head back to set.

NOTE TO SELF: When an extra, or a principal, or ever-- never talk about another shoot while on a shoot.

Monday, June 7, 2010

Wally's World

This all started with a trip to wal-mart to find a cheap fishing pole for our outting at the park. We had exactly $14.00 to get everything. J and JW are two of the most bestest little brothers I never had and here's why.

Nicole, Jala, J, and JW enter into wal-mart looking to find the cheap children's fishing poles so they can catch fish on thier outting.

J: Oh look the fish section.
Jala: We know its not there, its in the back of the--
J: Ew... they're all dead.
JW: What?
J: Yeah like none of them are alive! Look brother!
JW: (goes over to look) Woah! all of the little fishes are just in a pile at the bottom.
J: Come on wal-mart.
JW: Must be part of the rollbacks.
J: Save better, live better: Wal-Mart.
JW: Those fish aren't living at all.
Nicole: The rods are this way come on.
(they find a $11.00 disney princess fishing rod with no hook on it.)
Nicole $11.00!?!
J: I thought it was cheaper then that.
JW: I'm not using that! its too girly.
Nicole: If you want to catch fish you will.
Jala: but then we'd have to by the hook, bait, weight and we don't have that much money!
Nicole: we can ask if we can use the dead fishes they have for free for bait.
J: Oh come on walmart! I thought you were supposed to always have low prices.